A door to another world

I always liked animated shows and movies, because they were a door to another world, where bad things can happen, but no one gets hurt. And since i’m an only child with working parents and few friends, this is how i learned many things in the first place, for better or worse. I grew up with Batman, Bugs Bunny, Ninja Turtles, Scooby-Doo, Sylvester and Tweety, The Flintstones, The Real Ghostbusters, Tom and Jerry, and, as you already know, The Simpsons and Futurama. But except for Sailor Moon, Anime never found the way to me, until i stopped watching German TV some years ago, and started to get my shows and movies exclusively through the internet. In the past couple of hours i binge-watched and really enjoyed:

  • Mardock Scramble: The First Compression (2010)
  • Mardock Scramble: The Second Combustion (2011)
  • Mardock Scramble: The Third Exhaust (2012)

Eleven years on Facebook

Eleven years ago, i joined Facebook. I have a love-hate relationship with the site. Back then, i run my own online community, developed by myself, written in Perl, long before Mark Zuckerberg with his “social network”. But i never got that many users. His trick was to make the website a exclusive thing only for students. In november 2006 i was a geography student at the University of Bonn and i had my own university email address, the key to sign up for Facebook. But now everyone can join, it became mainstream.

This is why i never used it that much, just like Twitter. When i was down for some reasons, i occasionally removed people from my friends list, because it didn’t make me happy seeing them there. I had the people close to me on ICQ, “MSN Messenger” and other instant messaging apps anyways. It felt easy to do it. But as i slowly burned out, i cut off all these connections, till i found myself. And there i was, with only two friends on the list. I remembered former schoolmate Matthias saying that we will always be friends, whatever happens. And he accepted my friend request on Facebook again. But nothing was like before. A lot of time has passed. People change, and i changed. I wanted to say sorry for not having explained myself, and i really missed the time we played board games with Johannes and David. They all have jobs now, while i’m still trying to get it all to work. There is not much left to glue back together.

My social activities are quite limited these days, even more than in the past. But i search for the right amount. Occasionally someone is saying or asking me something, while i’m folding my origami cranes. Just like a couple of days ago on the campus. She asked me where to find the coffee shop. I didn’t know, but we looked each other in the eyes, much longer than we needed to, till she left. It felt good to give and get some attention. It was like seeing a big bang, the birth and death of a universe.

Happy anniversary Thinkpad

My first laptop was manufactured by Hewlett-Packard, second by Sony, third and fourth by IBM. The Thinkpad X41 made me stop looking for another maker in this device category. I already had a IBM “Aptiva” desktop computer with Microsoft Windows 95 at the time, but i didn’t know “Thinkpads” existed back then. My last Thinkpad is the X60s from 2006. Both are still working today, but only the X60s has Windows 10, while the X41 is still running Windows XP. They are not much heavier than modern notebooks, but many hardware parts can be swapped, like the battery, keyboard, memory, and harddrive, as i have done. I took them to school, press events, university, and basically everywhere, till they got too slow for my needs. Since they were always on the expensive side, i stopped buying them, although i like their contemporary devices. Without IBM personal computers i probably wouldn’t be here. Thank you and happy anniversary, Thinkpad.

Alternatives to Anthony Bourdain

After i finished editing, remastering and uploading my latest origami crane videos, i binge-watched three travel-food channels on YouTube. In 2006 i discovered Anthony Bourdain in “No Reservations”, and since then, i love this kind of format and style. I dreamed about travelling around the world, but this was all i got: 142 episodes full of travel and food. I saw so many different people, and how they lived, i wouldn’t have otherwise. I liked the point of view of Anthony Bourdain, but every show will end at some point, and so did his. Luckily, with the rise of YouTube, people can put all kind of content out there, and some of it do fill the empty spot he left behind.

All three channels i binge-watched are run by Canadians. It does makes sense too, since i watch almost only videos in English. And Canadians do travel more, or are at least friendlier, than the average American. I grew up with German television, but i don’t have a TV anymore since a long time. This made me learn and love the diversity i get through content in English. Because there is just more of the good stuff on the internet than in any other language.

I really enjoy “Samuel and Audrey” and “Simon and Martina”: Married couples travelling around and trying local food. Their happiness feels real and is contagious, unlike other YouTubers, who are more bad actors than good people. I almost didn’t watch “The Food Ranger”, also known as Trevor James. Because he was smiling too much at first. But his “local friend”, also known as “Chu Chu” from Chengdu, made me keep watching his videos. Then i got his point of view and it made me subscribe to his channel. But all these YouTubers are not in the same league as Anthony Bourdain. He is just hard to beat for many reasons.

Lost in Time

If you hit the right spots, i can be quite emotional. And actress Cecilia Cheung as “Siu Wai” and actor Sean Lau as “Dai Fai” are telling a great story about lost and love. I discovered the movie “Lost in Time” almost a decade ago. And you are probably not going to watch it, unless you understand Hong Kong-Chinese, also known as Cantonese. But there is a little hope, because English subtitles are available. I like the movie so much, that i actually have two DVDs of “Lost in Time”, because i didn’t found my first copy from 2008, so i bought it a second time in 2010, just to cry a little bit again. Last year, i made a digital copy of the DVD via “HandBrake”, because i don’t want to let it go that easily.

A week ago, i was with my mother for three weeks in Hong Kong. And i was a passenger of these iconic minibuses several times. They are an essential part of the story, which makes it feel even more authentic. Because “Siu Wai” takes on her fiancé’s minibus business, after he has been killed in an accident, to support his son “Lok Lok”. Siu Wai struggles and finds a friend in “Dai Fai”, another minibus driver, who was at the scene of her fiancé’s accident. Dai Fai assists Siu Wai by taking care of Lok Lok and teaching her the rules of driving a minibus in Hong Kong. As Dai Fai becomes more involved with Siu Wai and her daily challenges, their relationship is getting more complicated. Now you just have to watch it yourself, because i’m not going to spoil it for you.

My relation to people in white coats

I wore between around 1993 till around 2002 dental braces, because my mother has a underbite. And to make it less likely to happen to me, my parents decided to put me through years of horror. Because they wanted just the best for me. Depending on the braces or retainers i got at that time, it was a pain to brush my teeth. This is why i don’t know how to really smile, while others have done it their whole lives. And i developed quite late a brushing and flossing routine. Luckily, back then, the health insurance covered all costs.

At some point in my first years of school between 1993 till 1996 i got eyeglasses, but i never got used to them, so i didn’t wear any till around 1998. Because my sight is not too bad, with my right eye at -1,00 and my left eye at -0,50. But eventually i was at the eye doctor again, and she gave me a new eyeglass prescription. Since then, i wear them and they are part of my identity, just like Clark Kent, also known as Superman. At least, this is what i like to think. And the weight is not an issue anymore, because the frame is made from titanium.

Dying in front of me up in the air

It was the second time i experienced someone dying. The first time, a person jumped from the cologne cathedral. Years ago, i could feel and hear the bang it made when the body smashed into the ground. Now a passenger of my flight from Hong Kong to Frankfurt got some critical medical condition. My first impression of him i got was while we were filling the bin with our carry-on baggage. He was a solo traveller and already a bit old. He seemed to be nice and patient. I think he even smiled, because i performed some serious Tetris skills to get our stuff into the bin over the seats. He was definitely happy that i got him enough space for his bag.

After this, we ate our first meal of the 12 hours flight. And at some point i saw his head and left arm hanging over into the aisle from the seat in front of me. I thought he was just really tired. The flight attendant, who was checking him out visually, thought this too. Because our plane started after midnight. But hours later, i came back from the toilet and saw a lot of action around me. I realized, he is probably dead, because he was for a while like that.

At the check-in counter in the airport i got a seat at the end of the plane, next to my mother. They brought the body behind us, where enough space was available, right in front of the toilet and next to the kitchen. I could experience the whole thing, how they tried to get him back alive. But only his beer belly was still moving. And after they gave up, we got new seats, while we were still in the air, to make room for the professionals on the ground later. In the end, i got to fly for at least six hours with a dead person, literally close to heaven.

Watching seven seasons of MacGyver

In the past couple of days i binge-watched TV series “MacGyver”, and it made me feel happy from start to end. The theme song makes me smile even more. As a child born in 1986 i watched MacGyver as much as possible, just like “The A-Team”, but i never got to watch all 7 seasons. Later when i was older i rediscovered actor Richard Dean Anderson in “Stargate SG-1” and tried to watch all episodes too.

Back then, i only got to see the translated version for the German audience. But now i enjoyed the original version of MacGyver. They started with the TV series over three decades ago, but many themes are still quite contemporary. Things like roboter, artificial intelligence or speech recognition were already part of episodes. This puts MacGyver almost in the science fiction category, because they were ahead of their time.

When i was young i wanted to be like secret agent “Angus MacGyver”, because he finds non-violent solutions and solves problems by making things out of ordinary objects, like duct tape and a swiss army knife. I never got as smart as he is, but i don’t have screenwriters working for me either. He and “The A-Team” influenced my view on justice a lot and teached me how to get things done too. I would be a different person without their existence.

The power of introverts

Earlier this month, i repaired my “iPod Photo 4th Gen” by replacing the dying battery. I got the new parts via eBay and followed a tutorial on iFixit to give it a second life. I bought this Apple iPod model over a decade ago. But at some point i got a new device through warranty, and never used it again. Because i decided to buy a “iPod Nano 4th Gen”, which is smaller and without a spinning hard drive inside. But the iPod Photo battery didn’t last, even without any use.

I tried a couple of audiobooks with my new old media player this month. But i’m quite annoyed by writers who are trying to make things longer than they need to be, just to sell more pages without useful content. But i liked “Quiet: The Power of Introverts in a World That Can’t Stop Talking” by Susan Cain, because i can agree and relate to many things she writes about: “At least one-third of the people we know are introverts. They are the ones who prefer listening to speaking; who innovate and create but dislike self-promotion; who favor working on their own over working in teams.”

Now i have two audiobooks on my to-do list: “The Three-Body Problem” and “The Dark Forest” by writer Cixin Liu. I didn’t found his third book “Death’s End” as audio version available to me. But it should be enough to satisfy my hunger for science fiction, at least for 36 hours. If i’m not tired enough at night, i like to listen to books or podcasts, because the time is wasted otherwise.

How to get her attention

I went a little bit crazy early this year. But later i found a more productive path for me, and created this personal blog instead, to get things sorted, for myself and everyone who might be interested. While i was slowly realizing that i’m wasting my time, i was still targeting to get her attention, by pushing up my website in Google results. Just in case she does some “egosurfing”. As of now i got me these positions by searching for:

That’s actually not too bad. I was not only aiming for her attention, but i also wanted to prove myself that i can still kick ass in terms of SEO, also known as “Search Engine Optimization”. It’s funny to see that some things don’t change too much. But people are trying to manage their footprint on the internet only with Youtube, Twitter, Instagram or Facebook, just because it’s the newest big thing. They don’t realize that none of these companies are sharing “link juice”, what makes them look like birds in gilded cages.