In late 2016 i surfed on YouTube through channels, and found this lady named Jessica Clements. I liked to watch her talking. She seems to be attractive and nice, almost funny. I do not care about the makeup chat. But the thing that got me hooked was her birds, it made me watch all videos, because of her voice. Hashtag Rabbit Hole.
In early 2017 i started an instagram account dedicated to edit her photos, to add a twist to them, as an outlet. Because she is out of my league. I still wanted to do more with her, and this was the way i have gone. I’m 3 decades old, shot over 100.000 photos, over 10.000 videos in my life, and probably just tired of my own photos and videos at the moment.
I even took more care of myself, by doing things like sit ups and crunches, to get me in a better shape. Thank you to Jessica Clements, for the motivation, although she has only contributed passively through her existence alone. Hashtag Girlfriend Goals.
Remotely related, in 2009 my weight was 110 kg, and after less than one year i got it down to around 65 kg, with a body height of 175 cm. I have never gone back up in weight, because i changed how i eat and i’m happy about it ever since.
Before 2009 my relationship with eating was not healthy. I had mood swings and tried to compensate them with something sweet or fast food, which made it even worse. But at some point i realized i need to change everything, or i will die because of this. Since then i learned a lot to put my life back on track, and keep it that way.