2019-05-24
There is a path for everyone
Two years ago, in April 2017, i started this blog, because i updated my "core drive" months before. I got triggered by Jessica Clements, and i made her my cornerstone, a memory leading me through this path. Later, i tried to delete her, because i didn't want to experience losing someone i never got to really know and love. Maybe it wasn't about her at all. She made me interested in me, like a reflection.
I was thirty years old at the time, and in less than five months, i will be 33. I learned i would like to say "i love you" someday. But the universe is cold, and no one cares. Jessica Clements and her birds made me care again, that there is this special place i want to find. It was my chance to break the loop, to question choices, and to ask what to do. Happy anniversary, and take my heart when you go.
Remotely related, early this month, i modified my headphones, because they were pushing into my head. I cut a thick piece of full grain "vegetable tanned" leather to size, and attached it to the inner headband. The weight is now distributed on a larger surface. And i like to think that all these random things in life become less heavy with a partner too.