2020-05-21
It was cold for so long
Finally, i deleted this Instagram account, three years later. I haven't made enough good memories, and probably was for others weird to watch too. I learned about myself, and what i like or dislike. I did not expect this path, it was random, and neutral, with no disappointment. I will remember her as something fun. I feel ok about this, since it was not going to age well. Because i moved on in many ways.
Since yesterday, i have a full-size Raspberry Pi with 4 GB online, replacing my Pi Zero W from 2017 as a web server. In all these years, i had to code for an environment with not much space or resources. I had to be careful and efficient. It was a triage all the time, with so many lost opportunities. And still is, because without a fixed IP address, it can never really replace my virtual machine on AWS. But it will be fine for things with no constant traffic.
The sun is coming through the window, and giving me some warmth, after it was cold for so long. I liked winter when i was young, and building stuff with snow. But since more than two decades, there is no garden for me anymore. I'm learning to appreciate summer, and not having to turn on the heating. This reminds me how lucky i am to be alive. Although my mom now has more cleaning to do, because people are using the toilet more often.