2020-12-18

This is a public service

I have never broke even in my life, because i gave things away for free. Nobody would have paid enough for it, so why bother with all the overhead? Whatever i have done, in the end, i have lost time. But i helped people, and i learned a lot, this is worth something, i guess? If i lived alone, without my parents, i would have already made use of a suicide bag.
This is the most efficient and smooth way i have found to leave. I'm too nice, and i don't like to be taken advantage of. The Germans want us cheap, to kick us around. My parents are too nice too, and they endure it, because they love me, as i love them. In a world like this, it is the only real true thing.
At the kindergarten my mom works, they want her to use Slack to communicate how she has to work now. She is doing it there for more than 15 years, cleaning everything thoroughly, and of course toilets. Germans tend to find solutions for problems that don't exist. Now with one click conveniently more annoying. All the same, rinse and repeat, again and again.
If they paid more, this would be different. But this is just cleaning. Why are they making it more complicated? My parents don't even have an internet connection on their smartphone outside the apartment. My dad does physically demanding work and only receives minimum wage, after almost two decades at the same company. He is 66 years old and passed out at work today. Merry Christmas and a happy new year.